Monday, December 7, 2009

Behind the Hiatus

I am a blogaholic. This I admit. But last week, I made the announcement that I was going to take the rest of December off blogging (at Awesomely Luvvie) at my MAIN eHome. I've not taken a full break off AweLuv in over a year and a half. Even the weeks I didn't write, I got guest bloggers to fill the space.

I'm not taking the break from blogging because I ran out of things to write. Quite the contrary. My head is filled with so much lately that I wished I could get a Pensieve in REAL life to empty my thoughts.
"When chaos reigns within, REFLECT, REPENT, REBOOT. Order shall return."

The main reason behind my hiatus is to get myself in order. Not only have I had things on my plate that are overwhelming me, but I've felt a bit OFF lately in terms of my own center. Kind of out of balance. I've been on the edge and quicker to react to things. Quicker to anger, irritation and hurt feelings. It's so unlike me too, because I can be the Queen of "Shake it off." This may or may not play a part in this. I'm like a volcano when it comes to emotions. I usually keep them all bottled in. But when they erupt, they spew everywhere and it becomes a mess.

So I decided to take one thing off my plate in the time being. That being AweLuvvie. I'll still blog here though. It may be the space for Emo Luvvie to live while I get myself together. Don't mind me.